Seven Whole Days

Seven whole days until surgery!  It seemed like forever-ago (yes, I'm aware that's not a word, lol) when I was called and told of my diagnosis.  While it's only been 3 weeks so much has happened! And now we are in the single digit countdown towards a life-defining surgery.  It's almost pre-emptive to place a lot of weight on the surgery before knowing it's outcome, but I not only feel that it will go well, I know that in the smallest event it doesn't, I am mentally prepared for that option too.  The phrase "shit happens" couldn't be more relevant here!!! Things happen and when they do you have either prepared for it or not.  I think I am still in an awesome state of mind and open to the possibilities and the things that can occur while firmly grasping hold of the images of me post recovery.  Imagery and positive thinking are important tools to have in any one's arsenal.  It's taken sometime, but I am beginning to use mine.  I'm not worried, not overwhelmed (not even with work) and I am not afraid of anything or anyone.  Things can and will only get better for me at this point, but I think it's not only because I want them to but because I actually see the forest through the trees!!! And I have to tell you...it looks beautiful!!!  Well, I am off to straighten up and watch TV on my FAVORITE night!!! Until another post, speak positive, think positive and then you will be positive!!!

Loving you!!!